Why was I exiled…, uprooted…, rejected…, otherized…? 


Conversations around adoption can emerge out of self-doubt and unknown loss. What if…? Who were they…? Why couldn’t I stay?

Adoptees who survive often create personal spaces filled with objects that align their fragmented histories.

I existed in these women's homes and they allowed me to use my lens to explore the objects or spaces affirming their adult identities. 


This project was born from a personal place. Photographing the adoptees and learning their stories ultimately brought me more acceptance of my own identity. 

One conversation is not sufficient; these images are a first conversation. Photographing these women as well as hearing their stories ultimately brought me closer to my story and started to fill the holes. With each image, I began answering questions that I had long traveled with. These images present one step toward a more public conversation on experiences of “Otherhood.”

Lou-Hanna, 21, adopted from Panama to Paris

Lou-Hanna and her companion Emmy

Lou-Hanna and her mother

Mahel, 26, adopted from Baltimore to D.C.

Alix, 27, adopted from Guadeloupe to Paris


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